now that we're here

It seems that a lot of things have become unsure, now that we're eighteen, or soon to be. What are we planning to do after we leave JC? It seems like I finally have the weight of responsibility for myself on my chest. I talked about my future with my family today.

while trying to reason all of it out, all I could think about was Bach's gigue from his first suite for the cello. It enters the mind so quietly and slowly and makes one smile.