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while ferverently praying in church for God to send me a miracle, because, let's face it, I am in a lot of trouble, God said to me,

'be not afraid, I go before you always.'

which was really comforting and warm and fuzzy. feeling a sense of peace, I plunged into my day, ready to get a load of work done.

yet that didn't happen. I kept getting nagging panic stricken thoughts. at the end of the day, I couldn't help feeling miserable and alone in my vast ignorance.