phone power

I was really surprised that croissant actually ended up calling me from paris when I told him I was having a really lousy time. I think he tried to give me some advice and in the end we started talking about the hot chick that moved in downstairs and how an old man had to break him into his own apartment. anyway it's quite touching that he did call even though I told him not to.

and later on, martin called me on skype! yaaay and we talked for hours and hours before it was time for him to go for dinner and way past my time to go to bed. and that was really great, and also very informative. darren brown is now his new favourite topic for general conversation.

anyway my work mode slowed down a bit over the christmas day. well it stopped completely. I didn't work today at all. I'm going to regret it on the 27th when the family christmas dinner will be over.

christmas plan

fucking christmas. I'm going to go out tomorrow and stay out till late. maybe go say hi to the family for dad's sake and then take off. I'll say I've got work to do. the last time I said that they told me not to do my work and to just relax, let God take care of it. yeah well fuck you, I got deadlines to meet and I don't like you that much anyway. I'll take the alcohol.

and it doesn't matter that I don't care about my deadlines right now because my work is rolling well along. well, no it isn't but one thing is. fuck, I'll go hide away on a hill or something away from all the fake smiles and hidden knives. from the dry food and hypocritical poor company. better to have no company.

and then maybe I'll turn green and steal christmas.

christmas

well christmas looks like it's going to suck. I'm going to lock myself in my room and drink a few bottles of wine. maybe I'll pass out till after the fucking festivities. and hopefully all the self righteous tools can stay out of my way.

fuck I wish I was back in London right now.

work

I've got to write 7000 words by january and study for exam then. I've got to design 8 posters for theatre and festival as well. I think I'm still somewhat jet lagged. there's so much work to do.

but you know what? I went for breakfast at the market and coffee shop and I forgot exactly how good and cheap food is. it makes me so happy. I'm so glad to have my soft bed. I've forgotten that I can get a proper breakfast for like couple dollars. well, I did have a vague memory, but actually doing it is awesome. I love home. I love how the sky isn't gray all the time. I love how it's not cold.

it's good to be home.

I think mooting really opened up my eyes for law and I'm so glad I did it. I'm revving to do my essays now, but I just feel so sleepy. the jet lag has been affecting me quite badly so far. I had insomnia yesterday morning. I was exhausted but couldn't fall asleep. I did eventually manage to fall asleep in the late afternoon, but that meant I was wide awake till the early hours of the morning. I was up with Iris and daryl talking about stuff in general. like if I would have two husbands if it was legal. daryl asked me if I would marry brad pitt or something. ugh. I ended up dreaming that I was dating brad pitt, which wasn't that much fun to be sure.

anyway while surfing the internet, I came across this site:

http://www.jesus-is-savior.com/False%20Religions/Roman%20Catholicism/satanism_in_the_vatican.htm

The whole site is a world class example of stupidity, unintelligence, poor reasoning, weak arguments not supported by proper research or understanding, the list goes on.

allow me to first deal with the glaringly ridiculous conspiracy theory this site makes about the inverted cross. they claim that it's some kind of satanic mockery of the original crucifix, no wait, I should say cross, because they would probably find some way to argue that the crucifix is satanic or something. now, if they had done their research like any mildly intelligent person would have done, they would have discovered that St Peter was crucified on an upside down cross, because he felt that he wasn't good enough to be crucified in the same way as Jesus. he was also the 'rock' on which the church was founded. so if this symbol is seen in the vatican, it's not satanism you fools!

I can't believe there are such stupid people in this world no wait, I believe it. who ever writes articles on this site is probably some psychotic fool who rejects intelligence because it's demonic. oh noes!

and I'm not a particularly strongly religious person any more to be honest. I think the lack of intelligence is just insulting.

home

it's good to be home.